Letter To Satan : I am Not Sorry

Letter to Satan that I never spoke

Poems I thought about that I never wrote

Sentences on a paper that I never said

Listen to these stories that I must read

Dirt on my shirt that must be cleaned

Lyrics of a poem you've never seen

I am not stories that you heard, Diva

I was born smart since the time of La Divaz

I'm not sorry to accept the love I never had

Satan knows I am not Haddy Ceesay

I refused the Illuminatti, ask what she says

''Fly in the milk

Drink the milk and get rid of the fly''

I've been judged before I met George

They wanted to baptize me to Saint George

I've seen a lot

Been through hell and back

Front and back

But I've got a lot more to write than to say

I met Satan and all his fallen angels

But they all know I am not an angel

From the freezer to the fridge

ML is cooler

ML is higher, ML is Fula,

Gambian by mistake

Not a baby who feeds on cornflakes

I hustle with the muscle

My story is like Bill Russel

I lost my virginity in Virginia

To Queen Regina

Cali-Zantelate, gimme space, lemme ventilate

I'm not sorry 

To be my own stories

I've been through a lot

From doom to decadence

Right to wrong

Character assassination to hatred

Lies and accusations

Heartbreaks and deformation

Give me all these reformations

But fuck it, I hate this nation

And I'm not sorry

How can I fail because of people I don't know?

I write differently

In indifference

Living the present past of my future tense

My life is so tense with tensions

And I need no attention

I'm the author of my vision

Am on a mission to the vision

From North Bank to Western Division

Is the president

Sitting behind the Statehouse

Secretary with bigger breasts

Handing me files to sign

Giving me her sauce to dine

I am not sorry

I broke many hearts

Because they broke mine too

But I am not just sorry

I am not sorry that I do not sell my soul

I know you must not understand this blindfold

But everyone knows ML is just fucking bold

I am not sorry

To be born a Muslim

14 years later, I wrote my first book

I am an Islamic therapist

More extremist than an existentialist

I am a dinosaur

I find this cure

Before you judge me, analyze, read my blueprint

Did you see the winner as the first-runner

Writers of Satan, you see that in your country

What ancestors did they bring to the summit?

To give me what I needed, what they need to take from me

They needed my soul

But I am not sorry to be a Muslim

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